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My Personal Story
Dr. Louis Everett
I was raised in a nominally Christian home. I'm sure you know the type, where
God is a tool used to manipulate children so they behave. Well it wasn't long
before I rejected such teaching and rebelled. I always felt a hole inside me
but never knew quite how to fill it. I had plenty of truly Christian friends
who, in hindsight, did try to explain God's free gift of salvation but for some
reason I never really heard what they said. Its funny how blind I was. I was
reasonably successful in life, married at 22 and immediately started a family,
earned a Ph.D. and started the tenure climb. Things were going well, or so I
thought. I was erecting my tower of Babel, planning to climb on up and be king
of the mountain. Of course God had other, better, plans. Well I was on the road
to alcoholism. I drank heavily and often, being intoxicated at least once a
week and talk about a bad temper. How my family got through that is a testament
in itself. The year before my tenure decision, my wife insisted I attend church
(all good fathers do she said) and the minister actually insisted on coming
to my home. The audacity of it! Well, he wouldn't leave until I promised to
read scripture. "Read Romans for me", John said. "What? Look I'm a busy man,"
I replied. "Ok, read just one chapter a day." "Aren't you listening, I am much
too busy." "Well, surely you can read one verse. Everyday just read one verse.
Surely you can read fast enough for that," John taunted. Is this guy ever going
to leave? "Ok, John. One verse a day." Well, one verse grew to one chapter to
one book and before spring I had read nearly the entire New Testament. I still
didn't believe, but God had prepared me with the answer He knew I was going
to need soon. Just a few months before my tenure package was due, my new department
head sat down with me for the first time to hear what I had been doing. Of course
I laid out all my wonderful accomplishments. "No, no no! None of that is any
good, you have done everything wrong. You belong to the wrong societies, you
publish in the wrong journals." Everything I worked for came tumbling down and
I mean everything. I had only one place to turn and having read most of the
New Testament, I knew where it was. Well I surrendered to God and put my faith
and trust in the Lord Jesus Christ. I did this as a broken man, making no deals
with God asking for nothing but the chance to experience the Father's love.
Well, let me tell you. My need for alcohol disappeared overnight. I never missed
it. It simply vanished. I am tenured. My department head remarked at what a
huge change in direction I was able to accomplish in a matter of 6 months. Hey,
I didn't change, his attitude toward me is what changed. God did that! My temper,
well it's in control; just ask my kids and my students. Why do I believe? Is
it just because there are scientific and intellectually compelling reasons?
No. I believe because God has changed me. He started with my heart and worked
His way out. He will do the same for you, just ask Him. "That if you confess
with your mouth, `Jesus is Lord,' and believe in your heart that God raised
Him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe
and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved.
As the Scripture says, "Anyone who trusts in him will never be put to shame.'"
Romans (where else) 10:9-11. Thank you God, Jesus is Lord of all!!!
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